Hey everyone I know it has been a few days since I have posted. Over 10 I know that much. I started my third semester this past week. Its exciting and fun so far. The past few weeks I was confused about so much shit. Now everything is back to normal and going good. Im not going to write a hole lot not cus I will hopefully tomorrow night when I get back to school. I cant use my computer there cus I guess I need a new monitor. Well thats according to Peter and he actually is giving me one of his so thats why Im hoping tomorrow night Ill be back on. If not I will be within time. But ok thats about all for right now ok. ttyl!

xoxo,
Nicole

Hey everyone Im at my sisters house hanging out. Love being home sweet home. Needed the break from school. I visited my cousins who came up this past weekend and relaxed then came here Sunday night. Ive had a good time so far. Hope this week is just as fun. Yesterday me and Ton went to Fashion bug to get purses, didnt like any but signed up for a card and got a free makeup bag, that was cool. Then we went to payless and I bought a wicked cute pair of sandals. Then we went to the mall then p&c and back here. We played Texas Hold'em too and I kicked her ass. Im a pro. Lol we will be playing with the boys in no time. Well we'll see. Today I didnt do much of anything so far. Just made a cd and updated my site so check that out. Im just so happy right now. If you all only knew. Lol. Well ok I am going to go now. Im here for a few more days so get ahold of me and lets do something. Ya should have my cell number so use it. Later.

xoxoxo,
Nikki

Hey everyone I am home now until May 2. Well technically the 3rd but thats the day I go back to school so it doesnt count. I worked over 30 hours this week. Cant wait to see this check. I took my friends advice last night and well lets say you'd all be proud. Now ive got a new focus. Anyways (lol) sorry only one person would get why I put lol. But yeah anyways im home visiting my cousins who came up for the weekend. Dunno what Im doing this weekend. Watching some movies I know but thats all I know. If you wanna do something with me let me know. Oh today I bought a ribbon magnet but instead of the yellow ribbon it is a camel-flauge (sorry cant spell) and it says "Git-R-Done" Its great. So now I can put it on my wall in my room at school. It will go with my 3 yellow ribbons I do have. I am going to try to finish my poem this weekend but no promises. I will post it soon. Ok I am going now. If you want to talk to me or want me online call me or text me. Even email me. Use my yahoo sn for the email its same sn here lol. But ok talk with ya all later.

xoxoxo
Nicole

Wow could my day possibly get any worse? Well Im thinking so. First of all my school sucks fucking ass. Some free advice for you guys never attend this hell whole. The B and S stand for BULL SHIT! I want to get an apartment by time fourth semester gets here. Sick of this dorm shit. Also I am pissed at someone. And then there is someone who I cant get off my mind. My life is such a mess. Craziness I tell ya. Why must people lie? Why must the one person I cant stop thinking about be so far away? Im so confused right now about everything. Well I am going to think shit out and will post later. Miss *you*!

xoxoxo
Nicole

Hey everyone it is 548pm. Im sitting here waiting for my sister to come out here. She is staying the week with me. But I just wanted to share with you all a quote to live by. I found it earlier and it fits how I feel to the exact t.

"A heart is nothing more than two upside down teardrops"

If that isnt a fact I dont know what is. Ive been doing a lot of thinking today about my whole love life. Well it isnt much of a love life. Seems its a broken hearted one. I wrote a poem and Ill post it on here later cus Im not done with it yet. But its about this whole situation. I just wish for once I could find the right guy. Im sick of being unhappy and lonely. I mean I give way more than I receive and I put up with way too much shit. Youd think Id be happy by now but fuck that my dreams will never come true. Below is another poem I wrote its really short but its how I feel.

When will my hopes follow through? When will my wishes come true? When will my dreams become real? When will happiness be all I feel? When can I smile? Guess not for awhile!:'(

Yeah I guess you could say I have been a little sad lately. Oh well nothing new right. Talk to ya's later.

xoxoxo,
Nikki

Hey everyone it is 137am. I am waiting for laundry to finish drying. I have probably another hour or so. Everyone is leaving me here at school, whether its going home for break or the entire summer. I miss ya'll already. My roomie left today too so I have my suite all to myself. Its really quiet and lonely. I am here until the 22nd cus I still have to work. Ill be home the 22nd and cant wait to see certain people! I completed a whole year of college already. How the time flys. Now I am going into my third semester over the summer beginning in May. It wont be so bad. Then I finish in December. I havnt decided whether I want to go on to another school or go out and work. Only time will tell. Oh this week has been insane. Well the other day Davin one of the guys in the dorms had this snake and it freaked me out. Looked 100% real. Yeah it was fake and I felt stupid. Then tonight I was on the phone sitting in the living room and saw something move so I went to turn the light on and yeah it was a BIG FRIGIN SPIDER ewww! I screamed and freaked out. I had to call Danielle from down the hall to come kill it. It was disgusting. I hate spiders and any other bug for that matter. Then as she was walking out the door I saw another bug and screamed for her. You shoulda seen her try to kill it. It touched her finger and she dropped it then smushed it with her shoe. Yuck! Oh well. I have a stomach ache right now. Not sure why. Maybe its cus Im bored, tired, and feel like blah. Tomorrow is going to drag like crazy. But I will write Sunday and let ya know how my weekend went all alone. Well ok I am going to go now. I will talk to everyone later. Good night and sweet dreams!

xoxoxo
Nicole

Hey everyone its 840pm. I know I post a lot. Got nothing better to do. I just got back here about 20 mins ago. I passed both my finals. Now I have one more in the morning and Im done til May. I finally unpacked everything too. Work was extremely busy tonight. But wait til registration on the 19th. Im sure I will be more worn out. Anyways this is a short post tonight. I will either write tomorrow or Friday. Bye ya'll!

xoxoxo,
Nikki

Ok its 1139am. I just got outta class. I had two finals so far this morning. But my day has been good cus I got all my shit from the bookstore this morning. I love this hoodie. I have to say it is the most comfortable one I own. Anyways I have to go down to the store at noon so Mary can take a lunch break, then I am eating lunch with Lydia at 1230, then I have to go back to see Shaunna until 4, then work til 530, then eat dinner, then go back up to Shaunna's classroom until 8. Hopefully that is enough time to finish both finals and I wont have to attend her class in the morning. Oh well. Oh I got a hair cut last night. Lydia (my roomie) cut it for me. Its cute. Then Leanne (old roomie) cut my bangs. They are short. Everyone says they look cute but Im not used to them yet. Thank goodness my hair grows quick. Ok well thats about all. Ok I have to go now, wish me luck on these finals.

xoxoxo,
Nikki

Hey everyone it is 650pm. I just got outta work a little bit ago. I am excited for the morning to come. I work in our schools bookstore and therefore I get 10% off. So tomorrow morning as soon as it opens I am going to buy my books and clothes, and blankets and other goodies. That discount adds up, and I cant wait to take it off. Lets see what all am I buying. Oh I am getting a windbreaker pull-over jacket, a hoodie, t-shirt, long sleeved t, a fleece blanket, books (peww), and the wrist bands. Then I am getting my mom a t-shirt and another blanket. Im so excited. And of course tonight I only have a test for homework and to study for finals so it shouldnt be a late night. WOW! SHOCKER! It will be nice to be able to sleep normally for once but that means my night will drag. Oh well. I am done with classes Thursday but am staying here til the 22nd cus I have to work. So my spring break isnt very long. I will be home from the 22nd until May 2nd. Well I come back here the 3rd but probably wont have time to hang out with anyone that day. So if you want to do something within the 10 days I am home let me know. I already am making plans so hurry, but dont worry I will make time for you. Well ok thats all for now. I have to unpack cus I still have yet to do so. Then do my oral presentations homework and study for accounting. Cant wait til 1015 tomorrow morning cus I will be out of that class forever! Some advice: Do your work on time! & Dont take accounting if ya can help it! I mean it isnt that bad but goodness those damn adjusting entries fucked me up. Ok Im done venting now. Good night and sweet dreams everyone!

xoxoxoxo,
Nikki

Hey everyone well I am new to this site. This is my first time posting. I would like to update this a lot but chances of that are slim to none. But I def. will update and post more than I have on sites like this. I found this site in my friends profile and thought what the hell. It is 8:11am where I am. I am in NY. My name is Nicole for all those who do not know too. Well I cant stay long this morning because I have classes at 9 til 1130. Wish me luck cus I have a final too. Cannot wait until Thursday when this semester is OVER!....wow its 1150am now. I was going to post all that earlier but went to insert a smiley and it disappeared so I left it cus I had class. But Im back now and here it all is for me. So guess I dont have to retype it. Anyways my final was hard as hell. Its open book too. Ive got 20 some ?s done out of 100. So tomorrow night and Thursday night I will be taking tests until 8pm. Well ok I am going to go now, maybe unpack from Sunday since I havnt yet. Yeah I know but hey theres just not enough time in the day to do the things that need to be done. Like SLEEP! Tonight I have little homework to do so maybe I will get to bed at a decent hour. Im guessing 1 or 2am. Hey thats good for me. The other day I went to bed at 615am and woke up at 630am. Nuts I tell ya. But hey homework was calling my name! Last night well I should say this morning I went to bed at 430 and woke up 7. I over slept by a half hour. Oh well. Oh before I go I have to say happy 40th birthday to my mom, its her bday today. Also happy 42nd birthday to my dad. His was on the 9th. Ok Im sure if I have time later I will type after work. But for now im going.

xoxoxo
Nikki